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April 27, 2004
Jiang
I feel the need to explain to him, perhaps on the off chance that he sees this, or not, whatever.
What happens when you have no future is that you come, literally, to live in the past. You see, he, perhaps you, don't/can't understand this, certain fuckwit doesn't understand it, but it's true.
And your reaction, after a while, is to think to yourself, that this is not what you want to do, that there is nothing noble or transcendent about confronting that aspect of horror, of concieving of the world around you as an attic.
There are some people who simply do not want to talk to you (ie: me) and for all that, I think I'd rather have an empty attic.
You see, even though my third chapter is meant to lead up to a descent into hell, perhaps there's a reason it's not written yet.
That said, wouldn't you rather go back to Tekong?
Tell you what, let's go and watch Elephant together and then you'll understand better.
Posted by subtitles at April 27, 2004 1:34 AM | Personal